Faith & Roses

Thank you HP for my home. I am happy here. I feel safe. It is just enough for me. In other words, I am satisfied. Content. I’ve grown accustomed to living on my own.

In my Spirit, I’ve pretty much released “the holidays” this year. Turkey day;
Spend-a-thon day (formerly known as Christmas)… and New Years (for me, man’s idea of having a “say” over time.) I feel a true peace around it. It’s as if this decision was made for me from a Source of Love and Freedom Higher than myself. Sure, Mom’s passing on outtahere was the catalyst — the opening of the doors. But joined to her freedom is a freedom for me. A gift, as it were.

For the last 36 years, my children were the focus of my holidays … and woven into the back end of those years was Mom. I enjoyed every moment of celebrating in the societal, traditional ways. With Mom’s release, I enter a new phase of my own life. There’s a release for me as well.

My children are grown and have partners and extending and widening borders for their holidays. They are released from me; my daughter and older sun have been for some time. My youngest is the newbie to his own release and expansion … and I remain encouraging and supportive of him to the best of my ability; the newly opened doors in his own life. Regardless of the love contained in his heart for me and whatever good intentioned sense of duty towards me, I need him to understand where I am … Having a new paradigm coming through for me.

I have entered a beautiful period of practicing non-attachment that I have been gifted with through Mom’s Spirit.